Day 3

Everyday is hard for him, but he is making it by. He cut down what he is doing a day by over half and we are tapering down. Yesterday, though he got sick, it made it through the day. Today he cheated on that plan and did more than that. He finished what he had by 3 and had to get more. Not only did he cheat on the deal, he yelled at me and blamed me for him not having anything for him or a car to drive.

I'm tired of risking my relationship with my parents because of this. I'm tired of no matter what I do, it is always about him. If I cannot get his every single need right away, all hell breaks loose. And if I don't do "one simple task" I "spit in his face". Yeah, sure, sorry I won't let you borrow MY car in MY dad's name to get your drugs when you don't know where your ID is. Then he tries to tell me I ruined his life because my parents were yelling at me and thats why he could't use the car. NO. My parents yell at me because of him and what I am doing. So no, its not my fault. It's his.

He either needs to learn that everything is not about him, or I'm not sure this will work. I work 40 hours a week and am a full time student. What does he do? Lay around.

Something needs to change. Fast.